I don’t know how I’m going to make it through work tomorrow.
I want to stay home and cry. I want my parents to hold me and tell me they still see hope in the back of my eyes. I feel used and dirty and worthless.
The one anon that sends me questions when I beg for them has become the tumblr equivalent of hearing only my mom screaming for me at school assemblies.
I absolutely love that freakin’ anon.
I am not currently in a relationship (as of rather recent, which is for the best, trust me.) I’m studying boring business in school which is wretched for present me but will pay off in the long run (I hope!)
In my own personal opinion, sexuality is more fluid for some people, and I kind of float around on that one. I’d call myself definitely probably straight, though, seeing as I’ve only had a couple of actual crushes on girls before.
If my house was on fire I would be too concerned about my pets to grab anything. Perhaps I’d reach for sentimentalities if it were at all possible- baby pictures, journals, etc (boring, I know.) I’m definitely a dog person, but I love cats, too! I would love to live abroad, perhaps in Spain or England, but ideally I’d never settle down in one place for too long.
Ask me invasive questions to compensate for my terrible loneliness and complete inability to be productive.
Wow I just can’t today.
My run was god-awful and I can’t get myself to finish my homework for the life of me.
My motivation is nonexistent right now.